I had hoped that this place—this body of writing and publication—would become an integral part of who Ryan Golias is. I suppose in some sense it has. But right now this blog seems dangerously close to being one more hobby of the single, unattached stage of my life, and nothing more.
That's ok. I've written before and in various places about the importance of speaking in context. The context of community, of knowing people, of relationships. Those are important factors to growing intellectually and aesthetically as a human being. Trading theories across broadband between strangers is nearly worthless. Nearly, not completely.
But for those who have been reading, I apologize that the extended hubris of my youth hasn't panned out into the grandiose carrier I had imagined at one time. Normality can be rather disappointing, but there's also lot's of grace there. God love normal people, even the disappointing ones.
I want to take this moment to say hello to those who know me. If you read this blog, don't be concerned. This blog may indeed be dying, but I'm not. I'm more alive than I've felt in some time. Rejoice with me, and check back next month. Maybe I publish again. Maybe not.
Blessings on your life. Make it wonderful!
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